I love you.. always

It has been a long time...

since I last came on here and wrote something....

but today I just felt like I had to write something ...

It is important that the person I love remembers that I did not forget him. That I love him just as much.. or even more then the day before ...

Even though I not always show it I am always greatful you are here with me, or when I can just hear the sound of your voice....

I know I can be stupid, or even a pain in the ass at times ...

But generally overall I just love you even if I do not show you.that at times...

I do not have one bad feeling towards you at or in my heart ...
Sometimes I say awfull things, but that just means I lost my way... and lost the right words that belong to describe you....

Because if I would realise how awfull those words were wich I was saying I would stop saying them.... Because even though you hurt me sometimes ... you are a lagoon of happiness in my life... and I would never want to loose you.... That is because I love you so much ...

Another reason why  I should never be unkind to you is because you do not desereve any unkindness, or hardschip in life.

Because I just want you life to be full of light, love and happiness...

Let me just hope that lies with me.... your happiness... because I know my happiness is wherever you are... wherever you go and whenever I hear you speak....


Because no matter where I am... when I am in your arms I am home...
I love you

love is everything

There was a time when I didn't believe love excisted.
And that if it was out there it would never be meant for me.

That is why I always thought that I would not go and try to find love,
Because if I would find it,
it would only hurt me,
or atleast so I thought

But then there was you,
At first a bit arrogant,
But when I got to know you with the purest heart

When you smile at me I melt away,
But that is not everything you challenge me,
You understand me,
and you say you love me ....

The last one I can just hope for it to be true,
Because for the rest I know for sure,
You are special really one of a kind,

I sometimes even think I found one of the last good guys,

So sometimes I look back uppon the time,
that I did believe in love but not for me in this life time,
But then there was you and you changed everything,


Me loving you changed me,
My life got rearranged,

You are everything to me,
So know that I love you,
And I can just hope you really love me too.

loving you

Every time I hear you’re heartbeat I feel happy.

Every time you tell you love me I am the luckiest girl In the world

I seriously hope you mean it when you say you love me …

Because it matters to me ..

Like nothing has ever mattered to me before…

I love you like I never loved somebody else.

You are the person I love the most in my life

So I hope I can stay with you…

So we can talk about our dreams… ‘

Our hopes …

Therefore I hope you know I don’t want to be without you no longer,

Not anymore …

I found my home the place where I belong…. 

A piece of me

Sometimes we hit rough patches… But you and I both know it will be fine.

Because whatever we go through we love each other and nothing is stronger than that

I love being with you… And when I am not near you

I feel empty inside,

Like something is missing,

Therefore I need you with me

Because when you’re not with me,

A piece of me is missing…

And not just a piece one of the more brighter parts …

I love you with all my heart…

And you are my heart

Thanks to you I want to be a better person,

Thanks to you I have a reason to love life….

Because life is loving someone and being loved…

And I know for sure that I love you …. 

Smile

You always know how,
for some reason you know how to make me smile,

everytime...

It doesn't matter how sick I am,
It doesn't matter how sad I am,
Or how dissapointed at the world 

Because when I see your face I cannot help but smile...

You are my happiness.
You have been for quiet a while now ..


You make me happy and feel all good inside ...

So know that whenever you are close and I see your face.
Or everytime you send me a message.
Or call me at night ...

No matter how small the gesture...
I will appreciate it because it is coming from you...

And that even the slightest word of sign from you
Will make me smile..

So I hope you will keep giving me those signs,
So that I can keep smiling

Sound asleep

Right Now you are asleep
Your eyes closed,

I Cannot fall asleep for soms reasons
And when I do my schadows hunt me

therefore I look at you...
And how you sleep...
That makes the worries in my head go away,
Because I know that when I fall asleep
you are just a reach of the hand away

But for Now I just look at you
And hope you have the best dreams a person can have
Because you deserve a good nights rest...

I wish you the best dreams you can imagine...

And for me I know that,
when I fall asleep,
I Will be save by your Side....

but for Now I Will just be quiet,
And watch you sleep
And hope you get the best dreams

But soon I Will fall asleep at your Side
Because when you are Here I always veel safe

therefore I know it is just a matter of time,
Before I fall asleep in your arms
And at your Side

Love is not selfish

Love is not selfish

It is not bias,

Love just means that you no matter what,

Wish the other person happiness in life.

Even if that means that you have to hand in some of your own happiness.

So loving someone is unconditionally 

It is wishing someone all the happiness you can give them.

And if that is not enough letting them go 

So that they get their happiness somewhere else.

So remember love is not selfish,

It is unconditionally

So share your love with others...

So you can make the person you love happy

Even if it is just for a little while ..

But that is all what matters the little happy moments...

Because those you will look back on the rest of your life...

 

Heartbeat

You make me feel happy,
And feel good inside.

Your unique for me
And therefore make me feel all fuzzy and warm inside,

As I look in your eyes
I hope you see my love for you

As I lay in your arms
I hope you think I belong there too

As you feel my heartbeat
I hope you know it beats for you

There is no place where I would rather be
Then in your arms
Feeling your heartbeat
hoping it beats just a little bit for me...

at a lose

I am at a lose for words...
At a lose for speech like I never knew how to forms words,

At a lose of thoughts,
Because I am drowning in so many thoughts I cant form one clear thought in my mind.

At lose of the meaning of the word beautiful.
but when I look at you I remember again, what  it means...

I am at a lose of save keeping.
But when you are around your arms around me hold me save.
Your my rock in the storm.
No matter how hard the wind will blow,

I am at a lose of security and protection of myself,
But I don't need  too protect myself anymore
because you will be there for me ...

You promised me ...

And I will hold you to that promise as long as I will life,
Unless it wont serve your happiness,
Because your happiness will always be the first and most important thing to me!
So know your my everything.
Therefore I give you everything I am and everything I ever will be
Because you are all worth it,
even if you one day would decide you don't want it anymore..

But untill then I am yours.

You hold my heart forever

I have been getting great comments to my blog and for everyone who ever commented on my blog I thank you. The comments have brought a smile on my face for many times...
So thank you who ever you guys are ...

All of you are right he is perfect atleast for me ...

He has his flaws yes,... but those flaws make him who he is.
And i love him for him...
So if you; re love is strong enough then you will see beyond the flaws of another person.
Then you will see them for whom they truly are .

The guy I talk about is the most important person in my life.
He holds my heart and I hold whatever he gives me close to me.


Yes sometimes I am mad at him but never for long because,
After a few seconds of madness the urge follows to just keep him in my arms and hold him thight...

And like i said once before all that matters to me is when he takes me in his arms.

Because then for me everything else disappears.
So wherever you are remeber whatever you did if you made me cry or you made me laugh.
If you are with me or thousand miles away,

My heart is in your possesion so  keep it save...
It will be forever yours...

I love you and I hope i will see you soon again ...

New Year 's Eve

Today is the day of New Year’s Eve,

When the sun came up a new day started

And when the sun goes leaves is in the dark tonight when it goes down

A new year will be starting,

First of all I would like to wish you all a good new year,

That everything may be peaceful and full of happiness for every single one of you.

That for the people who have been going through a though time find a way to leave those behind them, and those who haven’t been the best person they could be that they will better themselves and therefore make the life of others better as well..

So be kind to the others around you threat the people the way you would want to be threated yourself. Make a promise to yourself to make yourself a better and nicer person to be around even though most of you already are good people I believe the people you love always deserve the best you got. Therefore I believe that everyone should promise themselves every year to become a better person, a kinder person even if it is just for a little while.

And for myself I of course promise myself to become a better person so the people I love will get the best, and only the best is what they deserve.

It is a New Year. Therefore a new beginning I will leave everything behind me what went wrong in 2011 and let it stay there. This new year is a new start for all of us.

2012 is important to me it is a new start for me, a new beginning for me, a new start where I waited for so long. And for the person I love who can’t be with me today. I love you a lot and I wished you were here I will be thinking of you and keeping your heart close to mine not only tonight and this day but for the rest of my life.  So know even though you’re not here I will be thinking of you and wish you the best for this new beginning this new year in which I hope we will spend a lot of time together.

That we will smile, laugh and even sometimes cry

But as long as I am with you everything ( I know it will),

Will be fine..

So I hope I see you soon in this new year that is approaching soon.

And to everyone else I wish you a blessed 2012.

Happy New Year’s 

The way to my heart you already found

I love you more every day,
My name I long for you to say every day.
Do you know just how deep my feelings are for you?
Do you know this love is real?

Sometimes I wonder what you think.
Do you wish to be by my side?
Do you dream about me every night?
Wish to hug me and hold me tight?
Do you think we're meant to be?
Together forever, you and me?


I already know the answers too the most of them,
but not on the most important one,
I wish to be always at your side,
And I dream often of you at night,
But even more then that I always wish for you to hug me and hold me thight.
But the  question is and will always remain do you think we are meant to be?
Together forever, you and me?
This is a question only you can give me the answer too.

These are the questions that run through my mind,
But these questions I will leave behind.
The way to my heart you did already find,
It drives me crazy as to what I should do,
With all the feelings I have for you,

I love you more than you could know,
And I don't want to ever let you go.
So just know that,
No matter what happens, no matter what the future holds for us,
As long as you want me
I'll always love you until the end.

Just that moment counts

With the sunrise came your smile,

And as long nobody is around everything is fine... 

Then your mine world and I am (i think) yours,

But when somebody else is around it is another story,

Then i feel so insignificant at times ...

Therefore i sometimes think there is no point of being close,

Because you have other things on your mind,

But i cant let go of  you because your so perfect.. 

So perfect for me and i never want to let you go...

Therefore even when I feel so small,

So shattered and at a lose for words,

I know I want to be with you,

And i hope you will notice me soon when i am around ,

Wrap your arms around me and tell me everything will be fine ...

And no matter what moment, no matter what time ... 

As long you wrap your arms around me 

Everything will be fine ... 

So remember this trick because it will serve you well... 

If you want me happy just give me a smile ... 

But as soon as the moon rises in the night sky.. 

It all doesn't matter ... 

No matter how small i felt, or how insignificant.

If you wrap your arms around me,

Everything what hurt or shattered me i will forget,

Only that moment with your arms around me,

Nothing else but that moment matters at that point...

Therefore nothing what happened before that moment counts...

If you wrap your arms around me and smile towards me and say goodnight..

only then i can close my eyes in peace 

Because i know you will be watching over me tonight ...

flying

Everybody wants to just take of and fly away,
Leave all their problems behind.
So that is what i am doing..

Taking of to a new horizon.
Flying towards a new dream and a new destiny

 So let’s just take of an fly away…

Towards something better

Towards something new

And most importantly towards you

So i will fly towards you,

So whenever you look at the sky you will see me coming

Because i am flying their high up in the sky

Away from all the problems,

away from all the mess,

Towards a new dream

A new destiny 

And my own happy end.