The way to my heart you already found

I love you more every day,
My name I long for you to say every day.
Do you know just how deep my feelings are for you?
Do you know this love is real?

Sometimes I wonder what you think.
Do you wish to be by my side?
Do you dream about me every night?
Wish to hug me and hold me tight?
Do you think we're meant to be?
Together forever, you and me?


I already know the answers too the most of them,
but not on the most important one,
I wish to be always at your side,
And I dream often of you at night,
But even more then that I always wish for you to hug me and hold me thight.
But the  question is and will always remain do you think we are meant to be?
Together forever, you and me?
This is a question only you can give me the answer too.

These are the questions that run through my mind,
But these questions I will leave behind.
The way to my heart you did already find,
It drives me crazy as to what I should do,
With all the feelings I have for you,

I love you more than you could know,
And I don't want to ever let you go.
So just know that,
No matter what happens, no matter what the future holds for us,
As long as you want me
I'll always love you until the end.

Almost Christmas...

It is almost Christmas... So i decided to whoever is listening to my story to wish you the best Christmas you can think of..

Be happy , be loved, live life, and be a bright spot in the heaven and shine your light that evening on who ever you love.

What i will do on Christmas is still unclear...
I think there are alot of options but not every option is as good as another...

So i still have to pick...

But i hope whatever i pick it is the right choice...
So i wont have any regrets..!
Because that would be just awful,

And i hope whatever I pick it is a place I will be welcome and will be able to be myself...
So i don't have to worry and can be the best person I can be and that for who ever is near me they would like to have me there so they have a great Christmas too!!

To make it a nice Christmas for whom ever who is near to me ...
Because Christmas is the time for hope, dreams and love.
And since i have been having alot of dreams ...
I hope one more comes true ... that everybody that is important to me has the best Christmas ever...

So to everybody who i love or who reads this blog a happy Christmas and make the most of it!

And to that one special person who holds my heart... be happy and feel my love wherever i am with this Holiday... Know that i love you and will be thinking of you ever second !!
And that whenever you will be wrapping your arms around me i will be happy, and it will be the best time ever and that  i will be home ...

Have a nice Christmas!!